Sunday, December 12, 2004

Long walk off a short pier

There are those moment that you carry a burden and choose to be selfish and not share it with anyone. When you choose to have the stress that could break a thousand shoulders with its weight. Moments in time when you know that your strength is yours alone. Though forefathers before me have survived this how am I to be sure that the same fate is mine? Yet in the same context I wouldn’t want to make the same mistakes that had brought down the curses on the lineage. Where can one turn when things get to absurd? God maybe a cliché answer but it is the one true answer. And yet with an answer in hand we still search for the physical support we are used to get from family and friends, but for now the burden shall be on one’s shoulders and till the time that it is lifted and the weight no longer unbearable all will be the same.

Thursday, December 02, 2004

This is LiFe IndEEd.....

you open your eyes once morn breaks and all seems well and how the day has yet to play you for a fool.
you take your hand to rub your eyes of last nights tears and how today would do yesterday justice.
The russle and bussle of the cars bringing the children to learn their lessons and the mommies and daddies to work.
The morning chirps of willows and that they don't have a care in the world, they just simply take flight.
The smell of dew no longer gives you reason to survive the day nor does the boredom.
then thought of the future and the children you would love with all your life come to mind and you look into the eyes of the partner you know who would take away the pain and hardship of life.
Then and only then you realize.....
I'm doing this for Me, for Her and the Children whom you will love so dear.