Why me?

I'm so tired of all the stuff God thinks I can take.
Why does He think I can take all this?
I wish I had that much faith in what I could do like He does...
Does He really think I can take all this?Am I this strong?

Am I?!?!?!

I'm tired of His sick sense of humor...
I don't want this anymoreI'm ready to give it all up
I don't need anyone to save me from this..
I didn't want be saved from anything ...
I just wanted to be ok...
I wouldn't need help if He didn't allow this.