What do you see?
There are times I sit in this little corner in my head thinking of what to say
Often caught off guard by the silence
Sobriety and sanity escape me at times of cold breeze
No emotional structure to base one’s heart
Discovery and deliverance both none in sight
Cloudy skies and misty eyes all brought together
December around the corner waiting to exhale its winter
The warmth I once held in your chest no small patches of breath
As I look out the window from my desk I notice the change of color
The sun no longer shines so bright
The clouds no longer all white, more of gray
You I hear the waves of the ocean in my head and remember where I want to be
Close to the water, close to freedom
I long for the vast water and where it can take me
I remember me being a fire elemental, but water is where I belong
I often wish I could fly
Fly free and just float into the heavens
I guess every one once did…
I see the people walk beneath my office building minding their own
While other lives could end right then and there
Amidst all the sorrow I have learned to cope and build
I’ve learned to laugh and see the lighter view
Yes every cloud has a silver lining, but when it rains it pours
Tomorrow is another day, but will tomorrow come?
I once dreamt of being the wind
Being all around and untouched
I believe that freedom has it’s price
And this is the price I pay
Often caught off guard by the silence
Sobriety and sanity escape me at times of cold breeze
No emotional structure to base one’s heart
Discovery and deliverance both none in sight
Cloudy skies and misty eyes all brought together
December around the corner waiting to exhale its winter
The warmth I once held in your chest no small patches of breath
As I look out the window from my desk I notice the change of color
The sun no longer shines so bright
The clouds no longer all white, more of gray
You I hear the waves of the ocean in my head and remember where I want to be
Close to the water, close to freedom
I long for the vast water and where it can take me
I remember me being a fire elemental, but water is where I belong
I often wish I could fly
Fly free and just float into the heavens
I guess every one once did…
I see the people walk beneath my office building minding their own
While other lives could end right then and there
Amidst all the sorrow I have learned to cope and build
I’ve learned to laugh and see the lighter view
Yes every cloud has a silver lining, but when it rains it pours
Tomorrow is another day, but will tomorrow come?
I once dreamt of being the wind
Being all around and untouched
I believe that freedom has it’s price
And this is the price I pay
2 Comments:
i am extremely saddened from what i've been reading from both your blogs..
I'm coming home kuya pao.. want to have a coffee or something stronger if you have time?
No judgements. I won't even ask what happened.. I just want to see if you're ok.
Love u pao.lcz
you can't see everything when you're sad. esp when you're immersed in so much pain. but when you start healing, and as you move onward, your options gradually become clearer.
i pray you are healed of that pain, pow. and just remember, it's not always going to be like this, and if you're meant to be together, fate will find a way.
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